What is Spainish for "Nowhere"?

How can Wonka get away with having only two Lik-a-Stiks for three Fun Dip Flavors per Fun Dip Pack? I question things like these in my time away from the kiosk where I sell closed-cell resin. I also wonder why the one Oprah show that I saw in 2005 keeps recycling through my mind. The one on Postpartum Depression. Gosh, If i'm this concerned about ppd when i am as far away from pregnancy as I possibly could be, what will I be like when a child is conceived within my body? I don't know. And it scares me. Once we were all seated in the room, she wanted to make it very clear that it wasn't due to genetics; She tried and reassure me that I didn't have to worry that I would be 'victim' of severe depression. Genetics or not, I do wonder how much influence modeling has on our behavior (after all, those 1950's kids prolly had no genetic predisposition to beat the shit outta a bobo doll). BUT, I do know that regardless of any type of copied behavior, I do have the conscious choice to act differently. Every moment I get to decide how I will react. This is exciting. In the midst of my fear of any type of future with any type of relationship, I do know that I'm not the product and the reservoir of others peoples mistakes, and I am,infact, just fine. This realization could be life-saving. Hope makes life exciting.
But, as for now I must go and figure out how I am going to scoop up all my Grape-Yumptious, RazzApple Magic, and Cherry-Yum-Diddly Dips onto my second alloted candy stick.

Love,
amy